K, so i know ive been gone for weeks and stuff...

but idk life is being kinda busy for me.. with school and all that stuff, im sure you all know what i mean.but dont panic! ill try n make a brief summary about the days ive been absent:

SUN, OCT 19: means today.. so i just got back from Washington DC, why was i there? ill explain; my brother n his wife have been having marriage trouble, my brother firgured out id be better if he left to just think things straight. since he cant drive yet he asked me to come with him (that was arround thursday.) so yeah we woke up, had a real cheap breakfast n i drove n hour to rockville. We also had to pick Shawnna from her moms house cause apparently she thought id be better to have someone else help her with taking care of the babies. ok so we got home n i was dying of hunger so yeah, guess what? we went to another healthy food restaurant that shawnna likes. We usually have lunch out on sundays anyway, but god, i love junk idk how she can live eating like she does!! anyway.. and now, i just got home. Im planning to do hw, and catch up with stuff they did on friday.. Talan told me it was a shitload. so wish me luck!

SAT, OCT 18: yesterday me n my brother were bored at home. so we went to this weird mall there in dc n ate pizza and afterwards we rented this movie n went to the hotel room to watch it. the movie was called TAKEN. idk i liked it. hah. it was fun. then i went to bed cause i was tired

FRI, OCT 17: on friday i was dying to find a pc so i like walked the DC streets all over to find one.. but. i coudlnt. so i went to the library n bought a book. then i sat in this park n read like half of it... but i got bored so i went to this skatepark n rented a board, and skated for like 3 or 4 hours. my brother was sleeping in the hotel room when i left but by the time i got there he was so mad idk. lol but he cant blame me i cant just be enclosed home the entire freaken day!!!

THU, OCT 16: my brother had a fight with his wife like i already said, so when i got back from school i packed my stuff, we had dinner n left right away, shawnna was already at her moms house.i drove all the way to dc, and we found a not so cheap but neither that expensive hotel and we got a room for 2. it had tv with cable n everything, but you know my brother kinda owned the tv cause he cant do much yet... i was glad i was skipping school n stuff, idk i didnt really wanna go.

WED, OCT 15: so pete is insane, i got into trouble cause he broke a glass of this chicken restaurant with a brick n broke like some stans too. n i also was trying to defend him so i ended hitting the store's owner with a bottle O_O i was freaking out while peter was all amused.. so yeah that sorta pissed me off in a way... cause he didnt use to be a violent person or anything idk.. i just hope it doesnt happen again. (this happened on tuesday) n right now i kinda wanna talk to him to just see what he has to say, anyway.. my brother doesnt know. but the few ppl that are aware told me not to put a step downtown in a while. i wasnt even planning to return anyway... but yeah. we didnt wear anything to cover our faces up... so im probably being hunted... ahh i dont wanna go to jail. but. right now im kinda more calm than before, cause believe it or not im a very nervous person,. im glad i was still into lithium cause id probably have a nervous breakdown after what happened lol.

so the rest ive done is study like a MF at school... im trying hard, i want a scholarship... but who knowsi still have no idea what im gonna do with my life well see what happens....oh and something else, ill really try n keep this blog daily this time.. im kinda forgetting stuff somehow. (thats why i didnt write anything else of other days that have passed) maybe if i keep writing i wont forget anything i do in my life lol.

**bwt, last OCTOBER 5 was lizzy's birthday so that day i made a video for her on my youtube. i couldnt upload it untill the next day, which sucked. but yeah EVERYONE LIZ'S BDAY WAS THAT DAY.. so if you read my blog or something make sure u check it out in my youtube account